ALONE

Ever watch a flick and the sex remind you of the shit you had with your ex? Same moans same chokes same passionate mess? Seems like just yesterday we was in your bed and afterwards it turned into our bed.. I know telling you I miss you would go through deaf ears, instead of your ears...I wish my heart was impaired, I'm supposed to be happy for you right? Happy I'm not your knight and he wears the shining armor right? Not feel jealous and not feel played because you know I was quick to not give a fuck, or at least act like it till you would let me fuck, but sex is not enough for someone you're supposed to love, I made some mistakes we both know that, I was working on myself for you and you didn't care that; I told you I needed you, but somehow I still want you back.. Love ain't fair man.. Love don't have pulse like we do so love don't care man, love just captures you and make you feel like you can't live without someone that can easily walk the door and who's gonna walk in front of you to stop you? Obviously love aint here man.. Honestly I was never at my best for you and my best was already given before so for you to walk out on me you had the right....but don't turn your back once I finally see that beam of light.. They say we ignore our feelings until the one we love leaves, that's true.. Cause I've never been this depressed in mind until I lost you, lost you.. And I don't even know what to do, love another? I couldn't even love you..when I needed too... No matter how long your gone from me he'll never know you like I do..he'll never make you shiver like I used to...recently I've just been saying fuck it but when I'm drunk and I just wanna text you and tell you everything in unreadable messages, I remember I deleted your number and our text messages, wore my heart as a bracelet to brace myself since the race of love has been something I couldn't pace with, you came and conditioned me to the point where I was running past shit, past you, past us then I slowed up and you wasn't there to take the time up...

Us as a couple?

They wouldn't go back in time,

They wouldn't go back in time, 

They wouldn't go back in time,

Now I'm stuck reminiscing on a love that I thought was ours but I guess it was just mine, just mine, just mine...

And I know that you and him somewhere, he's probably playing with you through your underwear, and I'm supposed to act like I don't care, I never cared, but I'm sitting here...writing you as if you're gonna read it and leave him there, make your way to my address and kiss me everywhere...wish I could still feel your heart beat its like your dead to me but still have a hold on me..

I can't love you this much no I can't love you this much for me to breakdown.. I can't love you this much no I can't love you this much......

Thought we was perfect thought trying with you multiple times was worth till I started to over look shit, I'm all fucked up now got me calling everyone a bitch...I'm all fucked up now, and I'm sure you getting fucked right now....while I'm stuck on what we was even though we was done with before we made up and tried again...just when I thought I had found love you walked away, you walked away, you walked away...I lost love for the last time and I'm done being Indiana Jones trying to find you, finding you then losing you just to waste our time I'm so through with you, I'm so through with love I'm so through with people I'm so through with us...hurts to say but I'll never trust, another girl or relationship how I trusted us, still wish I could feel your heartbeat so I could crush it like you crushed mine, still wish I could crush yours like you crushed mine...

GoodGraceOde

Two lips left as a dinner for my lonesome you said.

Afterwards both open sailed like boats and I don't take cred.

I said grace then placed a kissed between your mercy.

Calmly you reacted and I wonder if I'm worthy.

Midnight snacks aren't food for replenishment. 

But; diving into you is my settlement.

As the gates open up I smell an abundance of wonder.

I see our creator this time I'm standing under.

Bow by head and devour her dandelions.

I made her shoot off like cops was firing.

Liquid substance isn't much against a erupted bullet.

Grabbing the cloth between upwards to pull it.

You tingle and tense up a bit.

Cloth against that little slit. 

More than enough grace for one mans feast.

As I dine I black out like a beast.

Your food is great leaving me fed so good.

I thank you and toast to your body nude.

By my hand caressing your healthy plate.

Give my face what it needs to keep you sane.

Amen.

So Intimate Two

Guess I wasn't intimate enough.. I love to pick you up and watch you look around amazed almost like you soar, and plop your ass on the counter and just examine the pose, the milky skin you have match so well with our appliances when you're without clothes.. Teasing me by pulling your shirt down with your hand will make me get on my knees and propose my tongue inside your native land, balance and fight through the passion as you stand motionless while my fingers enter where you've never touched before.. Reaching deep in you since I found what I had lost years before inside your stimulant dew, so edible your fruit.. I hope you look into my eyes and realize I want to break you and then moan with relief knowing I'll fix you once you cum.. You will be my vixen as you provide your breast for my tongue and you legs for my hands to part.. How Tarzan and Jane swang lets swing and collide inside of each others embrace.. A cinematic experience when I pierce through your hips, everyone will wanna watch.. Everyone can't watch.. You always said you wanted to be an actress though so lets set the scene, you me caramel and whipped cream..
Let me introduce my rod into where you potty boo.. Said its hard to breathe because my hands around your neck my dick straight down your mouth matching your spine, no crying.. Steal the show and I'll come back to collect from you. Know I've been stealing robbin but your body something else I wanna hide in. Imagine this done to you, imagine digging into my back while my tongue is piercing into your juice.. My lips on your making your insides sticky, with food I'm picky but I eat out with you more than ordering out teriyaki chicken.. As the sun rises we crawl out the window and place our fangs into each other respectively without burning with the light hitting us, rolling down hills as I trace my tongue from the back of your calf up your ass until I reach your neck, hold tight and trust that when we reach the bottom your legs will be spread with me between them, as we flat line and revive each other with every pounding stroke, tell me you love my dick and you want me in deeper, see you love when I tell you what to do but when you tell me what I tell you to tell me it make the pussy much sweeter.. I do drugs but I do you more because there's no patch that'll cure my want for your insides, that's where I like to hide and forget that I ever had my heart loose and broken since with you I have to force my way inside, tight pussy in the morning is the best worst feeling cause of my wood wanting to go away and you squeezing against it.. Never contemplate throwing in the towel just contract and squeeze around my dick tighter and swallow once I can't take it no more.. Any one ever made you cry during sex? Make you close your eyes and praise God during sex? Your eyes widen like I'm giving you carrots but your pussy pink not orange.. Ever since the last time that's still my pussy and you let me know too.. Your moans are so intricate boo.. Aren't you happy i came back for a taste of your seconds? Huh? So intimate two...

Nature

I fell in love with the way you tie your shoestrings.
With the loops I in vision our hearts tangling changing my mood ring.
I enjoy your heart beat more than I should.
Its amazing how I feel yours in the wood.
So tight it is inside of your ocean still I stand it.
A conch found on a beach a rainbow kissed it.
My eyes glossed over the sentiment your lips create.
Chords play within your Milky Way what a sound you make.
Lost in the wild to tend to ourselves figuring each others shape.
Caught on an never ending swing tied tight my cape.
For mere mortals having sex in a garden is amazing for sure.
Intercourse between stars tangling tongues around asteroids.
How can I be they love ends candidly and ours strives.
The camera flash I study your blink I want them to be my eyes.
The bountiful hills on your chest cavity leave me sweet tooth.
I love loose...
The way nature feels the howling winds I stand in a grove.
Drawing in the clouds of my angel her hair flows.
I could never explain why gravity never complains on how high off love we became.
Even so we've just begun to dive into what this never was so no need to name.
How amazing would love be if it was as free as nature?
Whistling air drawing us in forms of caricature.
Skies crash and grounds elevate lions roar as I penetrate.
We ran smack into each other and only felt our energies clash.
The unnecessary war as we bash creates silence throughout.
No more will there be a need to no revive our spout.
On the sea floor examining each others heartbeats like before.
Eternal bliss until our hearts beat ends and our waves crash no more.

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So, I was listening to Macadelic at 3AM last night and this is what came out.

I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about fixing the puzzle I've found the answer to a million times. falling around between these clouds looking for love in the valleys and hills. twirling around in a rabbit hole. I was on the way to meet up with love until I made a wrong turn and merged into the road of pitfalls. like a glow in the sunshine. feel like I'll forever dream awake of the love I'm chasing. close your my eyes and watch you salsa somehow. I'm looking at shit different as a man in this position the mission is to turn you over into submission. you have the world and I'm just trying to gravitate with your space. fell asleep with you by my side and woke up unclothed in a trance. this dream will never stop but I'll never fight it. maybe I don't deserve to be fully happy. tease me with the embrace of you bliss with a peck on the lips. I'll focus and stare trying to range my jealousy and you'll never get rid of me but I'll never get into you so what the fuck I'm I here to do? why the fuck do you need me near if I can't be right there. beside you. inside you. I find to really be happy I'll need everything I want in my mind but I keep my thoughts away from myself so how would you know that I'm unlucky? drugs help me music loves me. I hope the sun stays away cause the darkness calms me. you only appear at 3am when it's as dark as can be and I can hardly keep my eyes open. I wish I could at least learn your temperature so I could brag about your insides to my buddies stupidly. trapped inside my love for more than weeks of lust then months of empty nothing's. life's violin strung out for me. the pain overwhelms me but the weed puts my eyes above me and it all makes sense. lets propose a toast to whatever this is. whatever this can become. no matter how fucked we are. personally I'm not shit and you make it certain i don't feel otherwise when you don't remember me. don't remember the times I spent over trying to reach you even though you live in a aquatic museum and I can't swim. sometimes I wonder why the fuck I try. wonder if I ever made you fucking cry and hope I did because that would be the only emotion i know i cause ever made from your fucking eyes. looking in the mirror and I'm a mess worst than your smeared mascara. need a buzz just to picture love. I'm stuck in genesis contemplating genocide. at the bottom neglecting my light bill waiting for sunset. kind of good you can't speak to me cause you'd fill me false hopes of you being perfect and then you'd pull this shit. knowing my infatuation within you got me gravitating to your Milky Way and you're all out of bowls. nothing but misery I taste you make me disconnect from space and this blunt keep me a float. why are you so numb?

Love Letter

Listen, I happen to be caught up in your bliss. A combination or precipitation and mist cloud my eyes away from everyone else besides you. Hear me out, in a crowd of sharks I would swim through it all knowing your so delicate, and for your heart I'm a syndicate. Pay attention, to the road signs instead of yielding bulldoze through that thick line. Open up your ears miss, lust is in my mind but your worth more than what's developed in my cranium. Sex is equivalent to a stain to them, but we make love work out like we training them. Since SOPA trying to censor shit I'll pick apart your body for them while leaving me the most intricate parts of it. See you're a catch and my hand are open even if I leave you soaking know I'll never walk away and leave you moping. We all want love in the midst of hateful shadows. Love is a fair game played on a leveled plateau and if you cheat me how am I wrong for throwing shots at you? This look of love is making me take over Stevie's aura cause I'm blind to the fact that this is mere love, this is something more that I can't even explain with more words than Merriam and Webster compiled. Could you believe that I was in love with you for real? Not like that other nigga that only wanted the end of your deal, a real man that'll strip you down and take off your heel just to caress your feet run you a bubble bath and cook your favorite meal.. It's not that I'm to good to be true it's just that you're to good to deserve to be lied too.. And if that means I have to cater to your every need, that by all means, you don't have to buy groceries for me.. You don't have to do much for me at all, just keep it up baby, don't be shy baby, think about me all the time baby.. I'll do the rest.

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I never had a father but I don't have a dad either
how you living knowing you left me cold though I'm standing in front of these heater
writing this ether loud music ringing throws my hearts speaker
praying to Jesus hoping The Lord decease ya
I've become a hateful creature but you don't give a fuck
you gave a nut I came through you pound my fist then you was through
you still fraudulent and reek a scent of deceit even with some mints
bastard shit i hope make a casket trip when your attorney flips
pain induced poetry woe is me at least I know I'll never ball my fist a strike my ole' lady
the man I am today would be corrupt if it wasn't for you leaving me leaving us
vanish dust or relationship incubator never developed into much
This'll be the last poem I ever write about you
you untied my show tripped my life before I turned two
but praise cause I'm just like you I aborted my child's life too he/she just wasn't born yet
i hit my girlfriend to yeah we were playing but my force is more than she can do
i guess what you planted I grew I'm a mini you regardless if the last time I saw you to the world I was new
losing family left and right what if I lost my mother
would you be there to stand up bruh?