Wicked Games

I got my heart right here beating, I got my scars right here bleeding, I got you body here ready to be devoured, and I'm scared and ashamed but, fuck it right? I don't love her no more so I should just fuck you, right? Right... Just tell me you love me, play those game's that your so used to playing since I've never seemed like I regretted handing you the controller before. Tease me; making me want you more, for sure: you know a onslaught of sexual tension is in your rearview mirror as you stare back at me while were doing what were doing yet, no more. As I get drunk in my passions and rise to new heights while I'm loving you I try and give you my all but see some of me is stuck with her but your assurance is something I'd endure just to cure this curse she placed on me, complacency is what I'm destined to feel with you, I'm a just use you to I feel nothing then fuck you over and make you feel nothing, and that's my motherfucking word to, no matter how much you love the sex I never let it be known that I don't love you, these wicked games we play are so dangerous, scandalous how we press our bodies together searching for much and gaining nothing; thenstressing is tedious... so as I smoke this dope and watch you shake your ass in front of me I get this sour taste in my mouth and realize what's become of me. But you make up for it all as you put your mouth on me and make me forget the wicked games I play while your in my company, comfortably I fit in you and while your quivering you read my eyes and say, "I love you too" when in actuality I'm dreaming of the girl I once said "I love you" too..

"What You Need"

I wanna feel your insides and make you feel like he's less of a man than me, fight through the pain since you said you needed it and I'm thinking your right for me. Didn't I hold you close? Didn't I do the things he never done that always leaves you lusting for the most? Giving my all of me leaving you breathless your face is so precious in your orgasmic expressions, oh lord.. how bad I want you? Worst than a fiend in the night baby.. I'm here to treat you better than he treats you every night baby. I'm that necessity for you, necessarily; while I day dream of fucking you then I open my inbox to "I wish you was inside me spearing me"... Shit, baby, he don't have to know, what he's not aware of will never hurt him so cover up those hickies, make sure they never show. Didn't I hold you close? Didn't we fuck the most? Don't you dare tell me, "no." My heart can't take that, no..... He's still wanted within you somewhere, I can feel it in the way you stare while I pull your hair..  no fair, but he can stay I just love knowing your coming back for more whenever I say.. you need me you need me you need me, don't you? I got everything you want okay? I don't care whatever position cause out of all the licking and dipping sucking and flipping we've done shit'll never feel different.. and he'll never leave you motionless on the outside while quivering on the inside like I left you, why moan when you can scream? Why dream when fantasies lived out make you cream? Your with him but you never want him after me, and I don't give a damn shawty, just wear them boots next time you come shawty..

Explanation: we've all heard "What You Need" by The Weeknd, the song in my opinion is somewhat of a sexual love letter sent to a private P.O. box of a mistress so that her man/husband or whatever doesn't find out..

Rewind

Ever fell out of love, like it was lost love? If you tell me yes then I'd tell you you never loved at all cause to me love is just a figure of the imagination, see we all can have our own interpretations; Joe Blow might fall in love due to penetration, and while he's between your thighs your telling him you love him primarily through the sensation, you feel.. How is it that we can hold hands and still feel apart? A part of us is missing the part we need to park our feelings besides each others and ride besides, you've always "loved" me right? Nevertheless the contest we build up with our minds is so chess while we checker and lose everytime.. The moments when you can call crying and I can console you without making you believe what I told you is a myth are what our relationship used to be about, I think about you now and wonder how you feel about trying to adjust what our relationships supposed to be about. Learning experiences from lost "love" hurt the most due to the "love" we felt, feelings subside as the pain rises over our relationship and takes over what's suppose to be happiness. It's been way to long since we've rekindled that flame we've felt all before and just lost all of a sudden. It's funny how we can feel so much love from the beginning and never benefit from the beginning in the end how abrupt an end can occur all of a sudden.. How is it that you could be scratching my back as I grab the arch on you then our whole time together can curve into being apart from you? Maybe where numb as people to the fact that perfection is blindly acquired while things are beginning, while in the end we tend to wonder on answers to grasp an acceptance to the fact that it's all over.. we begin to question whether or not the end was what we both agreed it really is or if feelings got us misinterpreting our reasons on ending, just make sure you end on a note where beginning won't be an issue if ever thought about, again..

Fireworks

My mornings are made knowing your awake, fireworks ring in my heart not blowing me away but blowing us together in a way so perfect, perfection is what your made of to me; how perfectly put together could a human ever be? Answer that question with those dimples you love to show and I love to see.. I love to see you period without a question your the highlight of my everything, every word I've said before you was everything I've felt and everything that's true.. your eyes make me wanna relive the fourth of July every night, and lay on top of the roof with you picking out stars when the light from the fireworks aren't bright. Feeling you would make my hands go numb due to the fireworks our touch would create, but I've only heard love and never really felt it so I'd forget to care. Forgetting to care about you would be hard; I've never been over you no matter how much taller I am than you.. I want you.. that's only three words within the millions I could utter to make you feel what I feel for you. Fireworks sizzle, burn, and break yet me and you shouldn't fizzle, as we learn, from our prior mistakes. Fake love we thought we should put our all into make our hearts fond of each other. Thinking of you I get this amazing sensation, something like fireworks blown above into the sky making me think of an eternity with you, eternally I don't feel butterflies my nerves are to the point where it's fireworks I feel when I'm imagining you..

Heaven..

Grew up thinking you was a myth until my uncle's told me about you, now I'm stuck with you. I'm stuck trying to get inside of you, learn your in's and outs as if I already knew your whereabouts. See my uncle always said, "be careful who you love, always trust the man above and remember you ain't shit without him." Yet I stay telling females I love them searching for that one that'll leave me and realize, "he ain't shit, fuck him." This the second time heaven came my way, this time in a different form and I don't know what to say, think or do; reasons why I stare at you, like I do. Reason I grip your hand like I do or kiss your lips like I do is cause of you, heaven. You show me another side I've never seen before, I walked into that white light comfortably what a comfort I see looking into those eyes, I adore. I pray that I'll see you, but that I won't ever have to meet you again. I pray you'll stay, even though I'm not ready to commit because I've sinned. I pray we'll stay blissful without each others touch throughout a day, hoping that when I show up you'll be there telling me you still here for me and you'll never leave my side, you ride. You comfortably sit on this pedestal that I place you on in my mind and over time like fine wine we'll age and yet still be young within love we've bundled together. I've never been the type to persevere but with you I'm waiting to leap over pain I've felt so don't jump to conclusions of me breaking your heart and not wanting to be more then we are. Just know loves in the air and as long as we keep you here so don't bump me too the side knowing your wanting to be with a star. I said I  love you for the last time, then I died..

Guitar?

I was daydreaming about fucking you.. so I wrote and this came out. Hope you love it.

Guitar..

As I dive into your figure I realize your eyes resemble the stars, hearing your moans and reaching across your arch, I pause..just looking at you gasping from all the sucking and finger fucking I do to you, the best I could've ever done but I feel like I ain't done.. see my love is like I gun that I hope jams, I remember you going to a bar that same day, jamming to some old Sade when I first saw you, now look at the mess I put inside of you.. what I love about you? You let me hear how passionate I'm fucking you.. no pillows, you never bite you hand you just scream.. you don't scratch my back, you claw it.. and I don't just fuck that ass, I ram it.. your moans write this song I could use a guitar for, laying between your breasts hearing your heart beat, that's what I learned to play the guitar for. And when you coming you do tell me to get off of you, you widen your body so I can fit more in you, I love that shit. Lord knows I do.. you smile and you cringe, you shake and you run from me.. I hold you with all my might, making sure you don't fuck none like me.. making sure our passion ain't something regular, making sure when we done thoughts in your mind don't register.. see things don't seem right to you cause you never thought you could fuck and still feel love.. you never thought you'd ever make love, see you thought all the guys you give it up to just wanted you for your ass and tits but its my emotional attachments that make me stay..inside of you. So as I strum this guitar and you dive into your school work don't worry about us cause our love will never fade, our love will never bend, our love will never break.. as long as my loves inside of you another man wont make you shake.. nah.