I never had a father but I don't have a dad either
how you living knowing you left me cold though I'm standing in front of these heater
writing this ether loud music ringing throws my hearts speaker
praying to Jesus hoping The Lord decease ya
I've become a hateful creature but you don't give a fuck
you gave a nut I came through you pound my fist then you was through
you still fraudulent and reek a scent of deceit even with some mints
bastard shit i hope make a casket trip when your attorney flips
pain induced poetry woe is me at least I know I'll never ball my fist a strike my ole' lady
the man I am today would be corrupt if it wasn't for you leaving me leaving us
vanish dust or relationship incubator never developed into much
This'll be the last poem I ever write about you
you untied my show tripped my life before I turned two
but praise cause I'm just like you I aborted my child's life too he/she just wasn't born yet
i hit my girlfriend to yeah we were playing but my force is more than she can do
i guess what you planted I grew I'm a mini you regardless if the last time I saw you to the world I was new
losing family left and right what if I lost my mother
would you be there to stand up bruh?
Sunday, February 17, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Valentine River
To those of us that still have a heart..
To those of us that still try to match our steps with those intricate beats..
To those "be mine" notes we used to write girls and stick in their lockers..
To those females in middle school that would listen to the rhymes I say..
To those Sweetheart candies you gave to her to converse if you was smart..
To those couple that shared this day on the beach to place their print forever with their feet..
What do you think your heart is made for? May our hearts be green matter full of harmony, as our souls collide on this river acceptance is thrown together though the heart in me; might be cold yet our bond thaws out my soul, emotions never deal with erosion while on this floating locomotion on this day; in history today never meant shit to me through all the bickering & remembering my pops was born around the time I'm suppose to have the most love in me.. But keep loving me, cause I never knew my heart could beat until you walked by and I felt like I just finished a marathon but I was flat on my feet...
Monday, December 24, 2012
47 hearts.
Your heart beat is so intricate, I'm glad eye can still refresh the tone like I never heard the shit, from emotionless I made a shift, felt my blood spill and you cleaned it up felt like I was world bound in nakedness, you can't ever leave me Ms. Missing you would make me forget my point I was trying to score, I'm throwing forty shots toward your heart and you know Kobe rarely missed, with that said toward your soul I'm very interested, hope I fall off the cliff and into your cloud of mist, hard times made soft lost into your curvy ness, I never knew a camels foot came as fat as it did until it stepped down from that stepping stone, into the pool of your embrace I poke into and it got me gone, why quote you when I can insure that you never felt this before, going raw and packaging our love before we reach my mothers door, dreams of taking you to the queen that raised me, spacely I'm high and your accession within mine make you my baby, it's fly like a bat ma no wonder I'm your man and you ride by my side and shit, Robbin your heart was a simple takeover especially since Nas couldn't ether it...you enlightened my aura..
just a little something eye spontaneously while listening too music. eye want you to check out "Emotionless" by Capital Steez, that song is what made this poem. rest in pro his soul. enjoy.
just a little something eye spontaneously while listening too music. eye want you to check out "Emotionless" by Capital Steez, that song is what made this poem. rest in pro his soul. enjoy.
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Symphonies Without Sympathy. (Love, Sex, & Death)
Four a.m. And I'm thinking of you,
this goes out to Ms. Whoever You are,
riding in that space car towards my heart, Wish I could see how intricate you fall asleep,I know the walls wish they could grow eyes and peep atchu, atchu god blessed you with the heavenly heaveness, we vibe together and ride together like Bonnie and Clyde we mod through apocalyptic weather, underground our love grew wings and kissed the Milky Way, the milk I pray keeps keeping your body right no lie I like you that way, and all I can do is pray to the most high that you don't kick my heart in a hole to the most low, that would be a tragic hazard that'll piss me off but you wouldn't get peed this ain't R. Kelly girl you know,
my name is whatever it is, cause it doesn't matter in the light when your here, you shine brighter than that comet that flew in our universe you blocked it, out in this battle no one spit a verse you already won your I call you beautiful and you tell me baby stop it,
like I'm acting childish girl don't make me climb up in your cockpit and fill it with my cockspit, cause when I call you beautiful I'm calling your name I'm thinking of your soul and covering your pain from the rain, I was emotionless with my pass but you brought out my heart miss, the harder love is too find the more you'll appreciate and I articulate how much I love you to my homies babe, I fall in love with you every day I'm still fucking up and growing up but hopefully you won't feed me and hand me a sippy cup, I wanna look you in your eyes to make you know I'm not like him Just so you know when your low I'll pick you up
Mary Jane and wedding rings is for what we came get high tasting your honey staring at the moon huh? Four play at four a.m. Without censorship no television, Just sex with wisdom laying within each other reading the sensations without vision, Make sure your heart is suitable and fits into this square and never remove like cuticles, I got a love jones for your bones and I don't have to be a paleontologist to see how cute you are..
I'll never take your smile for granted, the dimples in your cheek the only holes I wanna see that's planted, don't let nobody tell you different take my heart for a sprint miss, I'll track you down every time like the baton you are what I'm missing, I never look back to my past I just make up a new future every time I write too ya, we're burning up like a skillet, the skill it took to keep your love was elementary and I never understood how guys could break your heart yet keep their vision, set on keeping you imprisoned, it's the season for love the smell is great and we're progressing, never regress within this progress I hope we can be immaculate compared to others, perfect defines you you succulent dime you make me flip quarters into ponds with the wonders, you work on my spirit I thought was once impossible how flawed I believed love was but once you accept what love is it'll show you how spirits connect, intertwine like the vines grown from flowers we flow for hours on melodies pianos can't reach, you touched my chest and my broken heart got breached, kisses are suppose to be breathtaking, heart shaking & soul quaking, I'm thankful to be laying under the rubble with you...
dress hanging off your shoulder you pull on my coller while i take my time with you, my breath on the back of your neck pushing your palms against the wall spreading your legs, whispering R. Kelly's 12 play even though I got a whole play book of moves for you tonight, feel like I sampled heaven when I pushed your lips apart with my fingers and stuck my tongue in your moistness, how intimate can i get? Oh you don't remember? Telling me to go harder even when my hardware was at its hardest, you told your friends about our night last time that's why duck tape and ropes are being involved tonight, see your friends never truly knew the meaning of no hands but your laid across the floor tied to the bed with your ass in the air, I would obey you if I wasn't on top of you inside your pussy slaying ya, I'll never fuck up what we got since I like fucking ya, when you take off them Vicky's girl tell me all your secrets and I promise I'll keep them, cause I can say anything when I squeeze inside you only deep breathes trying to hold back my semen, it's like our bodies are steaming we're finally to the spot that we both love and in your pussy I'm a sea men, gripping on your hair I find some kind of peace I could never find with the females I'll have after you, and with every stroke the deeper I get the more your gasping for life, and with every stroke your taking my heart, so I shorten my stroke cause I hate that you stay so far away even though me inside you is where I stay, we sex like we trust each other your upside down with the only support from falling being your legs wrapped around my neck, you know I never use my hands when I eat I don't need a fork to dive into you..
and I'm probably gonna tell you I can stare in your eyes for the rest of my life and you start to blink, and I'll compliment your outfit then you'll unzip strip and over think, I loved you through ever season since I met you, and only left you hanging when there was a bed to catch you, maybe I'll just end up alone in the end taking my own life with her pistol, I pretended with the police telling them I haven't seen you in weeks like we weren't a commodity, no need to tell the truth when you stole the heart that I had inside of me, you drove your high heels into my heart and turned at every street until you hit a dead end, I love you to much to not hold you while you drown in this tub of loves end, the police asked about the black eye I had and I told the poison ivy got into me, we spent Sunday mornings in bed so I've always had built up devilish ways in me, and you brought them out me screaming and shouting the cuts around my neck wasn't just from me pounding, enough is enough you told me your leaving before our gire drill and there's nothing I could do to stop the siren from sounding, and I can't lose you without losing my life in the process cause you were my life and you knew this, I had already duck taped your mouth when the cops came for the last time and it was the last time I spoke to anyone in such a bliss, and that night I fucked you one last time you was tied up so I guess I raped you before I took our lives, I told you you'd never leave cause once I got you I wouldn't let my life ruin our togetherness or our vibe, I had no job no kids no car just you this bed and this bible proper up by this weed jar, and I smoked my way to the drive and I drove off that cliff just to propel up both into the hell we bypassed in our cell, I'm always getting hurt by a woman anyway highed up drowning is painless compared to learning your fucking another man, it would've been funny if somehow you got loose and claimed out the trunk I would've just had to come back to life and hang you by the fan, misunderstood innocent man that gave his life for a women that'll never understand, never comprehend that I couldn't let her leave me unless it was by deaths hand, she'll never understand now.
this goes out to Ms. Whoever You are,
riding in that space car towards my heart, Wish I could see how intricate you fall asleep,I know the walls wish they could grow eyes and peep atchu, atchu god blessed you with the heavenly heaveness, we vibe together and ride together like Bonnie and Clyde we mod through apocalyptic weather, underground our love grew wings and kissed the Milky Way, the milk I pray keeps keeping your body right no lie I like you that way, and all I can do is pray to the most high that you don't kick my heart in a hole to the most low, that would be a tragic hazard that'll piss me off but you wouldn't get peed this ain't R. Kelly girl you know,
my name is whatever it is, cause it doesn't matter in the light when your here, you shine brighter than that comet that flew in our universe you blocked it, out in this battle no one spit a verse you already won your I call you beautiful and you tell me baby stop it,
like I'm acting childish girl don't make me climb up in your cockpit and fill it with my cockspit, cause when I call you beautiful I'm calling your name I'm thinking of your soul and covering your pain from the rain, I was emotionless with my pass but you brought out my heart miss, the harder love is too find the more you'll appreciate and I articulate how much I love you to my homies babe, I fall in love with you every day I'm still fucking up and growing up but hopefully you won't feed me and hand me a sippy cup, I wanna look you in your eyes to make you know I'm not like him Just so you know when your low I'll pick you up
Mary Jane and wedding rings is for what we came get high tasting your honey staring at the moon huh? Four play at four a.m. Without censorship no television, Just sex with wisdom laying within each other reading the sensations without vision, Make sure your heart is suitable and fits into this square and never remove like cuticles, I got a love jones for your bones and I don't have to be a paleontologist to see how cute you are..
I'll never take your smile for granted, the dimples in your cheek the only holes I wanna see that's planted, don't let nobody tell you different take my heart for a sprint miss, I'll track you down every time like the baton you are what I'm missing, I never look back to my past I just make up a new future every time I write too ya, we're burning up like a skillet, the skill it took to keep your love was elementary and I never understood how guys could break your heart yet keep their vision, set on keeping you imprisoned, it's the season for love the smell is great and we're progressing, never regress within this progress I hope we can be immaculate compared to others, perfect defines you you succulent dime you make me flip quarters into ponds with the wonders, you work on my spirit I thought was once impossible how flawed I believed love was but once you accept what love is it'll show you how spirits connect, intertwine like the vines grown from flowers we flow for hours on melodies pianos can't reach, you touched my chest and my broken heart got breached, kisses are suppose to be breathtaking, heart shaking & soul quaking, I'm thankful to be laying under the rubble with you...
dress hanging off your shoulder you pull on my coller while i take my time with you, my breath on the back of your neck pushing your palms against the wall spreading your legs, whispering R. Kelly's 12 play even though I got a whole play book of moves for you tonight, feel like I sampled heaven when I pushed your lips apart with my fingers and stuck my tongue in your moistness, how intimate can i get? Oh you don't remember? Telling me to go harder even when my hardware was at its hardest, you told your friends about our night last time that's why duck tape and ropes are being involved tonight, see your friends never truly knew the meaning of no hands but your laid across the floor tied to the bed with your ass in the air, I would obey you if I wasn't on top of you inside your pussy slaying ya, I'll never fuck up what we got since I like fucking ya, when you take off them Vicky's girl tell me all your secrets and I promise I'll keep them, cause I can say anything when I squeeze inside you only deep breathes trying to hold back my semen, it's like our bodies are steaming we're finally to the spot that we both love and in your pussy I'm a sea men, gripping on your hair I find some kind of peace I could never find with the females I'll have after you, and with every stroke the deeper I get the more your gasping for life, and with every stroke your taking my heart, so I shorten my stroke cause I hate that you stay so far away even though me inside you is where I stay, we sex like we trust each other your upside down with the only support from falling being your legs wrapped around my neck, you know I never use my hands when I eat I don't need a fork to dive into you..
and I'm probably gonna tell you I can stare in your eyes for the rest of my life and you start to blink, and I'll compliment your outfit then you'll unzip strip and over think, I loved you through ever season since I met you, and only left you hanging when there was a bed to catch you, maybe I'll just end up alone in the end taking my own life with her pistol, I pretended with the police telling them I haven't seen you in weeks like we weren't a commodity, no need to tell the truth when you stole the heart that I had inside of me, you drove your high heels into my heart and turned at every street until you hit a dead end, I love you to much to not hold you while you drown in this tub of loves end, the police asked about the black eye I had and I told the poison ivy got into me, we spent Sunday mornings in bed so I've always had built up devilish ways in me, and you brought them out me screaming and shouting the cuts around my neck wasn't just from me pounding, enough is enough you told me your leaving before our gire drill and there's nothing I could do to stop the siren from sounding, and I can't lose you without losing my life in the process cause you were my life and you knew this, I had already duck taped your mouth when the cops came for the last time and it was the last time I spoke to anyone in such a bliss, and that night I fucked you one last time you was tied up so I guess I raped you before I took our lives, I told you you'd never leave cause once I got you I wouldn't let my life ruin our togetherness or our vibe, I had no job no kids no car just you this bed and this bible proper up by this weed jar, and I smoked my way to the drive and I drove off that cliff just to propel up both into the hell we bypassed in our cell, I'm always getting hurt by a woman anyway highed up drowning is painless compared to learning your fucking another man, it would've been funny if somehow you got loose and claimed out the trunk I would've just had to come back to life and hang you by the fan, misunderstood innocent man that gave his life for a women that'll never understand, never comprehend that I couldn't let her leave me unless it was by deaths hand, she'll never understand now.
Love (@ 4)
Four a.m. And I'm thinking of you,
this goes out to Ms. Whoever You are,
riding in that space car towards my heart, Wish I could see how intricate you fall asleep,I know the walls wish they could grow eyes and peep atchu, atchu god blessed you with the heavenly heaveness, we vibe together and ride together like Bonnie and Clyde we move through apocalyptic weather, underground our love grew wings and kissed the Milky Way, the milk I pray keeps keeping your body right no lie I like you that way, and all I can do is pray to the most high that you don't kick my heart in a hole to the most low, that would be a tragic hazard that'll piss me off but you wouldn't get peed this ain't R. Kelly girl you know,
my name is whatever it is, cause it doesn't matter in the light when your here, you shine brighter than that comet that flew in our universe you blocked it, out in this battle no one spit a verse you already won your I call you beautiful and you tell me baby stop it,
like I'm acting childish girl don't make me climb up in your cockpit and fill it with my cockspit, cause when I call you beautiful I'm calling your name I'm thinking of your soul and covering your pain from the rain, I was emotionless with my pass but you brought out my heart miss, the harder love is too find the more you'll appreciate and I articulate how much I love you to my homies babe, I fall in love with you every day I'm still fucking up and growing up but hopefully you won't feed me and hand me a sippy cup, I wanna look you in your eyes to make you know I'm not like him Just so you know when your low I'll pick you up
Mary Jane and wedding rings is for what we came get high tasting your honey staring at the moon huh? Four play at four a.m. Without censorship no television, Just sex with wisdom laying within each other reading the sensations without vision, Make sure your heart is suitable and fits into this square and never remove like cuticles, I got a love jones for your bones and I don't have to be a paleontologist to see how cute you are..
I'll never take your smile for granted, the dimples in your cheek the only holes I wanna see that's planted, don't let nobody tell you different take my heart for a sprint miss, I'll track you down every time like the baton you are what I'm missing, I never look back to my past I just make up a new future every time I write too ya, we're burning up like a skillet, the skill it took to keep your love was elementary and I never understood how guys could break your heart yet keep their vision, set on keeping you imprisoned, it's the season for love the smell is great and we're progressing, never regress within this progress I hope we can be immaculate compared to others, perfect defines you you succulent dime you make me flip quarters into ponds with the wonders, you work on my spirit I thought was once impossible how flawed I believed love was but once you accept what love is it'll show you how spirits connect, intertwine like the vines grown from flowers we flow for hours on melodies pianos can't reach, you touched my chest and my broken heart got breached, kisses are suppose to be breathtaking, heart shaking & soul quaking, I'm thankful to be laying under the rubble with you,
this goes out to Ms. Whoever You are,
riding in that space car towards my heart, Wish I could see how intricate you fall asleep,I know the walls wish they could grow eyes and peep atchu, atchu god blessed you with the heavenly heaveness, we vibe together and ride together like Bonnie and Clyde we move through apocalyptic weather, underground our love grew wings and kissed the Milky Way, the milk I pray keeps keeping your body right no lie I like you that way, and all I can do is pray to the most high that you don't kick my heart in a hole to the most low, that would be a tragic hazard that'll piss me off but you wouldn't get peed this ain't R. Kelly girl you know,
my name is whatever it is, cause it doesn't matter in the light when your here, you shine brighter than that comet that flew in our universe you blocked it, out in this battle no one spit a verse you already won your I call you beautiful and you tell me baby stop it,
like I'm acting childish girl don't make me climb up in your cockpit and fill it with my cockspit, cause when I call you beautiful I'm calling your name I'm thinking of your soul and covering your pain from the rain, I was emotionless with my pass but you brought out my heart miss, the harder love is too find the more you'll appreciate and I articulate how much I love you to my homies babe, I fall in love with you every day I'm still fucking up and growing up but hopefully you won't feed me and hand me a sippy cup, I wanna look you in your eyes to make you know I'm not like him Just so you know when your low I'll pick you up
Mary Jane and wedding rings is for what we came get high tasting your honey staring at the moon huh? Four play at four a.m. Without censorship no television, Just sex with wisdom laying within each other reading the sensations without vision, Make sure your heart is suitable and fits into this square and never remove like cuticles, I got a love jones for your bones and I don't have to be a paleontologist to see how cute you are..
I'll never take your smile for granted, the dimples in your cheek the only holes I wanna see that's planted, don't let nobody tell you different take my heart for a sprint miss, I'll track you down every time like the baton you are what I'm missing, I never look back to my past I just make up a new future every time I write too ya, we're burning up like a skillet, the skill it took to keep your love was elementary and I never understood how guys could break your heart yet keep their vision, set on keeping you imprisoned, it's the season for love the smell is great and we're progressing, never regress within this progress I hope we can be immaculate compared to others, perfect defines you you succulent dime you make me flip quarters into ponds with the wonders, you work on my spirit I thought was once impossible how flawed I believed love was but once you accept what love is it'll show you how spirits connect, intertwine like the vines grown from flowers we flow for hours on melodies pianos can't reach, you touched my chest and my broken heart got breached, kisses are suppose to be breathtaking, heart shaking & soul quaking, I'm thankful to be laying under the rubble with you,
Monday, October 22, 2012
Poetic Justice.
every second, every minute man I swear that she could get it, man if you a bad bitch put your hands up high, and I swear your fingers better be reaching up for the sky, your arms tangled towards the stars while your on your knees and I'm under you eating, I mean I dedicated my world to you even though I never appreciated your globe cause your eyes were too scenic, I can never write my wrongs unless I write them down myself, I can't listen to Trey Songz unless I'm sucking on your breast, I can't fuck other girls like I used to fuck you, I know you remember that day we made love to that mixtape...god damn girl, god blessed you, and he blessed me with them months me and you equaled two, now I just wish we could see each other more often, hear each other talking, stare at you while you walking, make love to you in my mind even though you never know my hearts bent, so is my dick and I loved that interference it caused, crashing against your walls...your mirror reflection got me reflecting on that sexing...pardon me, one day you'll figure out the only man you needed was me..one day you'll miss calling out my name and you'll grab your iPhone put that playlist on and play with yourself cause you missing me..but until that date come I'll try to keep you around for as long as I can, as long as I've known you I never thought I lose that grip on your hands...and I knew just what you wanted and I knew you wasn't ready, and it don't make sense how we switched places cause your there and I'm sitting here writing to you..I loved showing you off, I can remember being naked staring into the mirror at each other before I tore you off, poetic justice, poetic justice, do my writings about you ever get you flustered? do you think our love making ever did our relationship justice? we almost went off in public...lol.. you remember that? on that park bench, in the morning old people sat, at night my finger were fondling where you sat...dedicated to how we were, i used to feel without you the shine from the sun wouldn't occur...I still reminisce on your fragrance, you was my inspiration, you taught me patience, every time I write these words the look my face has is blatant, but I could never right my wrongs unless I had a time machine space ship...
Sunday, October 21, 2012
A letter..
I just wanted to write this open letter to this special that won't be named but she'll know who she is once she reads this. I hope all is well, I hope your life is really as happy as you seem in your pictures. I hope school is going well for you...since I know you can do better than what you do I hope you get inspired on the regular to do more than expected. I hope your father is doing better than I could ever imagine. I hope you still invite me to your wedding (lol). I hope she's treating you better than I ever did/could. I hope that the look on your face you get from your significant other never goes away. I hope you know I still love you and would never want anything to happen to you. I hope you know I'll always be here for you even though we hardly speak. I hope your future is brighter than mine. I hope everything will be fine...
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