Monday, March 25, 2013

Nature

I fell in love with the way you tie your shoestrings.
With the loops I in vision our hearts tangling changing my mood ring.
I enjoy your heart beat more than I should.
Its amazing how I feel yours in the wood.
So tight it is inside of your ocean still I stand it.
A conch found on a beach a rainbow kissed it.
My eyes glossed over the sentiment your lips create.
Chords play within your Milky Way what a sound you make.
Lost in the wild to tend to ourselves figuring each others shape.
Caught on an never ending swing tied tight my cape.
For mere mortals having sex in a garden is amazing for sure.
Intercourse between stars tangling tongues around asteroids.
How can I be they love ends candidly and ours strives.
The camera flash I study your blink I want them to be my eyes.
The bountiful hills on your chest cavity leave me sweet tooth.
I love loose...
The way nature feels the howling winds I stand in a grove.
Drawing in the clouds of my angel her hair flows.
I could never explain why gravity never complains on how high off love we became.
Even so we've just begun to dive into what this never was so no need to name.
How amazing would love be if it was as free as nature?
Whistling air drawing us in forms of caricature.
Skies crash and grounds elevate lions roar as I penetrate.
We ran smack into each other and only felt our energies clash.
The unnecessary war as we bash creates silence throughout.
No more will there be a need to no revive our spout.
On the sea floor examining each others heartbeats like before.
Eternal bliss until our hearts beat ends and our waves crash no more.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

!!

So, I was listening to Macadelic at 3AM last night and this is what came out.

I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about fixing the puzzle I've found the answer to a million times. falling around between these clouds looking for love in the valleys and hills. twirling around in a rabbit hole. I was on the way to meet up with love until I made a wrong turn and merged into the road of pitfalls. like a glow in the sunshine. feel like I'll forever dream awake of the love I'm chasing. close your my eyes and watch you salsa somehow. I'm looking at shit different as a man in this position the mission is to turn you over into submission. you have the world and I'm just trying to gravitate with your space. fell asleep with you by my side and woke up unclothed in a trance. this dream will never stop but I'll never fight it. maybe I don't deserve to be fully happy. tease me with the embrace of you bliss with a peck on the lips. I'll focus and stare trying to range my jealousy and you'll never get rid of me but I'll never get into you so what the fuck I'm I here to do? why the fuck do you need me near if I can't be right there. beside you. inside you. I find to really be happy I'll need everything I want in my mind but I keep my thoughts away from myself so how would you know that I'm unlucky? drugs help me music loves me. I hope the sun stays away cause the darkness calms me. you only appear at 3am when it's as dark as can be and I can hardly keep my eyes open. I wish I could at least learn your temperature so I could brag about your insides to my buddies stupidly. trapped inside my love for more than weeks of lust then months of empty nothing's. life's violin strung out for me. the pain overwhelms me but the weed puts my eyes above me and it all makes sense. lets propose a toast to whatever this is. whatever this can become. no matter how fucked we are. personally I'm not shit and you make it certain i don't feel otherwise when you don't remember me. don't remember the times I spent over trying to reach you even though you live in a aquatic museum and I can't swim. sometimes I wonder why the fuck I try. wonder if I ever made you fucking cry and hope I did because that would be the only emotion i know i cause ever made from your fucking eyes. looking in the mirror and I'm a mess worst than your smeared mascara. need a buzz just to picture love. I'm stuck in genesis contemplating genocide. at the bottom neglecting my light bill waiting for sunset. kind of good you can't speak to me cause you'd fill me false hopes of you being perfect and then you'd pull this shit. knowing my infatuation within you got me gravitating to your Milky Way and you're all out of bowls. nothing but misery I taste you make me disconnect from space and this blunt keep me a float. why are you so numb?

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Love Letter

Listen, I happen to be caught up in your bliss. A combination or precipitation and mist cloud my eyes away from everyone else besides you. Hear me out, in a crowd of sharks I would swim through it all knowing your so delicate, and for your heart I'm a syndicate. Pay attention, to the road signs instead of yielding bulldoze through that thick line. Open up your ears miss, lust is in my mind but your worth more than what's developed in my cranium. Sex is equivalent to a stain to them, but we make love work out like we training them. Since SOPA trying to censor shit I'll pick apart your body for them while leaving me the most intricate parts of it. See you're a catch and my hand are open even if I leave you soaking know I'll never walk away and leave you moping. We all want love in the midst of hateful shadows. Love is a fair game played on a leveled plateau and if you cheat me how am I wrong for throwing shots at you? This look of love is making me take over Stevie's aura cause I'm blind to the fact that this is mere love, this is something more that I can't even explain with more words than Merriam and Webster compiled. Could you believe that I was in love with you for real? Not like that other nigga that only wanted the end of your deal, a real man that'll strip you down and take off your heel just to caress your feet run you a bubble bath and cook your favorite meal.. It's not that I'm to good to be true it's just that you're to good to deserve to be lied too.. And if that means I have to cater to your every need, that by all means, you don't have to buy groceries for me.. You don't have to do much for me at all, just keep it up baby, don't be shy baby, think about me all the time baby.. I'll do the rest.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Untitled

I never had a father but I don't have a dad either
how you living knowing you left me cold though I'm standing in front of these heater
writing this ether loud music ringing throws my hearts speaker
praying to Jesus hoping The Lord decease ya
I've become a hateful creature but you don't give a fuck
you gave a nut I came through you pound my fist then you was through
you still fraudulent and reek a scent of deceit even with some mints
bastard shit i hope make a casket trip when your attorney flips
pain induced poetry woe is me at least I know I'll never ball my fist a strike my ole' lady
the man I am today would be corrupt if it wasn't for you leaving me leaving us
vanish dust or relationship incubator never developed into much
This'll be the last poem I ever write about you
you untied my show tripped my life before I turned two
but praise cause I'm just like you I aborted my child's life too he/she just wasn't born yet
i hit my girlfriend to yeah we were playing but my force is more than she can do
i guess what you planted I grew I'm a mini you regardless if the last time I saw you to the world I was new
losing family left and right what if I lost my mother
would you be there to stand up bruh?

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Valentine River

To those of us that still have a heart..

To those of us that still try to match our steps with those intricate beats.. 

To those "be mine" notes we used to write girls and stick in their lockers.. 

To those females in middle school that would listen to the rhymes I say.. 

To those Sweetheart candies you gave to her to converse if you was smart.. 

To those couple that shared this day on the beach to place their print forever with their feet.. 

    What do you think your heart is made for? May our hearts be green matter full of harmony, as our souls collide on this river acceptance is thrown together though the heart in me; might be cold yet our bond thaws out my soul, emotions never deal with erosion while on this floating locomotion on this day; in history today never meant shit to me through all the bickering & remembering my pops was born around the time I'm suppose to have the most love in me.. But keep loving me, cause I never knew my heart could beat until you walked by and I felt like I just finished a marathon but I was flat on my feet...

Monday, December 24, 2012

47 hearts.

Your heart beat is so intricate, I'm glad eye can still refresh the tone like I never heard the shit, from emotionless I made a shift, felt my blood spill and you cleaned it up felt like I was world bound in nakedness, you can't ever leave me Ms. Missing you would make me forget my point I was trying to score, I'm throwing forty shots toward your heart and you know Kobe rarely missed, with that said toward your soul I'm very interested, hope I fall off the cliff and into your cloud of mist, hard times made soft lost into your curvy ness, I never knew a camels foot came as fat as it did until it stepped down from that stepping stone, into the pool of your embrace I poke into and it got me gone, why quote you when I can insure that you never felt this before, going raw and packaging our love before we reach my mothers door, dreams of taking you to the queen that raised me, spacely I'm high and your accession within mine make you my baby, it's fly like a bat ma no wonder I'm your man and you ride by my side and shit, Robbin your heart was a simple takeover especially since Nas couldn't ether it...you enlightened my aura..

just a little something eye spontaneously while listening too music. eye want you to check out "Emotionless" by Capital Steez, that song is what made this poem. rest in pro his soul. enjoy.

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Symphonies Without Sympathy. (Love, Sex, & Death)

Four a.m. And I'm thinking of you,
this goes out to Ms. Whoever You are,
riding in that space car towards my heart, Wish I could see how intricate you fall asleep,I know the walls wish they could grow eyes and peep atchu, atchu god blessed you with the heavenly heaveness, we vibe together and ride together like Bonnie and Clyde we mod through apocalyptic weather, underground our love grew wings and kissed the Milky Way, the milk I pray keeps keeping your body right no lie I like you that way, and all I can do is pray to the most high that you don't kick my heart in a hole to the most low, that would be a tragic hazard that'll piss me off but you wouldn't get peed this ain't R. Kelly girl you know,
my name is whatever it is, cause it doesn't matter in the light when your here, you shine brighter than that comet that flew in our universe you blocked it, out in this battle no one spit a verse you already won your I call you beautiful and you tell me baby stop it,
like I'm acting childish girl don't make me climb up in your cockpit and fill it with my cockspit, cause when I call you beautiful I'm calling your name I'm thinking of your soul and covering your pain from the rain, I was emotionless with my pass but you brought out my heart miss, the harder love is too find the more you'll appreciate and I articulate how much I love you to my homies babe, I fall in love with you every day I'm still fucking up and growing up but hopefully you won't feed me and hand me a sippy cup, I wanna look you in your eyes to make you know I'm not like him Just so you know when your low I'll pick you up
Mary Jane and wedding rings is for what we came get high tasting your honey staring at the moon huh? Four play at four a.m. Without censorship no television, Just sex with wisdom laying within each other reading the sensations without vision, Make sure your heart is suitable and fits into this square and never remove like cuticles, I got a love jones for your bones and I don't have to be a paleontologist to see how cute you are..
I'll never take your smile for granted, the dimples in your cheek the only holes I wanna see that's planted, don't let nobody tell you different take my heart for a sprint miss, I'll track you down every time like the baton you are what I'm missing, I never look back to my past I just make up a new future every time I write too ya, we're burning up like a skillet, the skill it took to keep your love was elementary and I never understood how guys could break your heart yet keep their vision, set on keeping you imprisoned, it's the season for love the smell is great and we're progressing, never regress within this progress I hope we can be immaculate compared to others, perfect defines you you succulent dime you make me flip quarters into ponds with the wonders, you work on my spirit I thought was once impossible how flawed I believed love was but once you accept what love is it'll show you how spirits connect, intertwine like the vines grown from flowers we flow for hours on melodies pianos can't reach, you touched my chest and my broken heart got breached, kisses are suppose to be breathtaking, heart shaking & soul quaking, I'm thankful to be laying under the rubble with you...

dress hanging off your shoulder you pull on my coller while i take my time with you, my breath on the back of your neck pushing your palms against the wall spreading your legs, whispering R. Kelly's 12 play even though I got a whole play book of moves for you tonight, feel like I sampled heaven when I pushed your lips apart with my fingers and stuck my tongue in your moistness, how intimate can i get? Oh you don't remember? Telling me to go harder even when my hardware was at its hardest, you told your friends about our night last time that's why duck tape and ropes are being involved tonight, see your friends never truly knew the meaning of no hands but your laid across the floor tied to the bed with your ass in the air, I would obey you if I wasn't on top of you inside your pussy slaying ya, I'll never fuck up what we got since I like fucking ya, when you take off them Vicky's girl tell me all your secrets and I promise I'll keep them, cause I can say anything when I squeeze inside you only deep breathes trying to hold back my semen, it's like our bodies are steaming we're finally to the spot that we both love and in your pussy I'm a sea men, gripping on your hair I find some kind of peace I could never find with the females I'll have after you, and with every stroke the deeper I get the more your gasping for life, and with every stroke your taking my heart, so I shorten my stroke cause I hate that you stay so far away even though me inside you is where I stay, we sex like we trust each other your upside down with the only support from falling being your legs wrapped around my neck, you know I never use my hands when I eat I don't need a fork to dive into you..

and I'm probably gonna tell you I can stare in your eyes for the rest of my life and you start to blink, and I'll compliment your outfit then you'll unzip strip and over think, I loved you through ever season since I met you, and only left you hanging when there was a bed to catch you, maybe I'll just end up alone in the end taking my own life with her pistol, I pretended with the police telling them I haven't seen you in weeks like we weren't a commodity, no need to tell the truth when you stole the heart that I had inside of me, you drove your high heels into my heart and turned at every street until you hit a dead end, I love you to much to not hold you while you drown in this tub of loves end, the police asked about the black eye I had and I told the poison ivy got into me, we spent Sunday mornings in bed so I've always had built up devilish ways in me, and you brought them out me screaming and shouting the cuts around my neck wasn't just from me pounding, enough is enough you told me your leaving before our gire drill and there's nothing I could do to stop the siren from sounding, and I can't lose you without losing my life in the process cause you were my life and you knew this, I had already duck taped your mouth when the cops came for the last time and it was the last time I spoke to anyone in such a bliss, and that night I fucked you one last time you was tied up so I guess I raped you before I took our lives, I told you you'd never leave cause once I got you I wouldn't let my life ruin our togetherness or our vibe, I had no job no kids no car just you this bed and this bible proper up by this weed jar, and I smoked my way to the drive and I drove off that cliff just to propel up both into the hell we bypassed in our cell, I'm always getting hurt by a woman anyway highed up drowning is painless compared to learning your fucking another man, it would've been funny if somehow you got loose and claimed out the trunk I would've just had to come back to life and hang you by the fan, misunderstood innocent man that gave his life for a women that'll never understand, never comprehend that I couldn't let her leave me unless it was by deaths hand, she'll never understand now.