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a day spent felt like an eternity

i can't believe little things like mustard seeds make the most specific difference for you and me

truthfully...

I look in your eyes and see eternity

I see forever and a journey we...

are meant to take on together 

caressing your face before I kiss it seems so special to you like no ones ever don't that to you before

and if so...

there's so much in store you've never experienced that I'm willing to take you through

willing to take you through the bullshit your past was made up into 

and make sure you clean your shoes...

and don't track the carpet of the old shit you went through with the space we're in now

your voice helps me ease off this cloud I've been on

stuck on my past and not living on a leveled playing field you make me jog in place never wanting to miss a step 

by just being who you are...

and I love you for that...

the simplicity of a couch binding our love together alone 

arms locked...

legs together...

your hair in the way of the movie...

but I careless to watch the cinema when I can play in your hair and we can sleep alone

heart beats very while we're alone...

a sex drive that was parked is floored to sixty miles per hour...

you drive me insane to say the least...

I'm lucid yo all of this yet I don't see how you're everything I need right now and I laid there with your hair in my face wondering if you'd be everything I needed that next week, maybe that next month, maybe out next life....

ALONE

Ever watch a flick and the sex remind you of the shit you had with your ex? Same moans same chokes same passionate mess? Seems like just yesterday we was in your bed and afterwards it turned into our bed.. I know telling you I miss you would go through deaf ears, instead of your ears...I wish my heart was impaired, I'm supposed to be happy for you right? Happy I'm not your knight and he wears the shining armor right? Not feel jealous and not feel played because you know I was quick to not give a fuck, or at least act like it till you would let me fuck, but sex is not enough for someone you're supposed to love, I made some mistakes we both know that, I was working on myself for you and you didn't care that; I told you I needed you, but somehow I still want you back.. Love ain't fair man.. Love don't have pulse like we do so love don't care man, love just captures you and make you feel like you can't live without someone that can easily walk the door and who's gonna walk in front of you to stop you? Obviously love aint here man.. Honestly I was never at my best for you and my best was already given before so for you to walk out on me you had the right....but don't turn your back once I finally see that beam of light.. They say we ignore our feelings until the one we love leaves, that's true.. Cause I've never been this depressed in mind until I lost you, lost you.. And I don't even know what to do, love another? I couldn't even love you..when I needed too... No matter how long your gone from me he'll never know you like I do..he'll never make you shiver like I used to...recently I've just been saying fuck it but when I'm drunk and I just wanna text you and tell you everything in unreadable messages, I remember I deleted your number and our text messages, wore my heart as a bracelet to brace myself since the race of love has been something I couldn't pace with, you came and conditioned me to the point where I was running past shit, past you, past us then I slowed up and you wasn't there to take the time up...

Us as a couple?

They wouldn't go back in time,

They wouldn't go back in time, 

They wouldn't go back in time,

Now I'm stuck reminiscing on a love that I thought was ours but I guess it was just mine, just mine, just mine...

And I know that you and him somewhere, he's probably playing with you through your underwear, and I'm supposed to act like I don't care, I never cared, but I'm sitting here...writing you as if you're gonna read it and leave him there, make your way to my address and kiss me everywhere...wish I could still feel your heart beat its like your dead to me but still have a hold on me..

I can't love you this much no I can't love you this much for me to breakdown.. I can't love you this much no I can't love you this much......

Thought we was perfect thought trying with you multiple times was worth till I started to over look shit, I'm all fucked up now got me calling everyone a bitch...I'm all fucked up now, and I'm sure you getting fucked right now....while I'm stuck on what we was even though we was done with before we made up and tried again...just when I thought I had found love you walked away, you walked away, you walked away...I lost love for the last time and I'm done being Indiana Jones trying to find you, finding you then losing you just to waste our time I'm so through with you, I'm so through with love I'm so through with people I'm so through with us...hurts to say but I'll never trust, another girl or relationship how I trusted us, still wish I could feel your heartbeat so I could crush it like you crushed mine, still wish I could crush yours like you crushed mine...

GoodGraceOde

Two lips left as a dinner for my lonesome you said.

Afterwards both open sailed like boats and I don't take cred.

I said grace then placed a kissed between your mercy.

Calmly you reacted and I wonder if I'm worthy.

Midnight snacks aren't food for replenishment. 

But; diving into you is my settlement.

As the gates open up I smell an abundance of wonder.

I see our creator this time I'm standing under.

Bow by head and devour her dandelions.

I made her shoot off like cops was firing.

Liquid substance isn't much against a erupted bullet.

Grabbing the cloth between upwards to pull it.

You tingle and tense up a bit.

Cloth against that little slit. 

More than enough grace for one mans feast.

As I dine I black out like a beast.

Your food is great leaving me fed so good.

I thank you and toast to your body nude.

By my hand caressing your healthy plate.

Give my face what it needs to keep you sane.

Amen.

So Intimate Two

Guess I wasn't intimate enough.. I love to pick you up and watch you look around amazed almost like you soar, and plop your ass on the counter and just examine the pose, the milky skin you have match so well with our appliances when you're without clothes.. Teasing me by pulling your shirt down with your hand will make me get on my knees and propose my tongue inside your native land, balance and fight through the passion as you stand motionless while my fingers enter where you've never touched before.. Reaching deep in you since I found what I had lost years before inside your stimulant dew, so edible your fruit.. I hope you look into my eyes and realize I want to break you and then moan with relief knowing I'll fix you once you cum.. You will be my vixen as you provide your breast for my tongue and you legs for my hands to part.. How Tarzan and Jane swang lets swing and collide inside of each others embrace.. A cinematic experience when I pierce through your hips, everyone will wanna watch.. Everyone can't watch.. You always said you wanted to be an actress though so lets set the scene, you me caramel and whipped cream..
Let me introduce my rod into where you potty boo.. Said its hard to breathe because my hands around your neck my dick straight down your mouth matching your spine, no crying.. Steal the show and I'll come back to collect from you. Know I've been stealing robbin but your body something else I wanna hide in. Imagine this done to you, imagine digging into my back while my tongue is piercing into your juice.. My lips on your making your insides sticky, with food I'm picky but I eat out with you more than ordering out teriyaki chicken.. As the sun rises we crawl out the window and place our fangs into each other respectively without burning with the light hitting us, rolling down hills as I trace my tongue from the back of your calf up your ass until I reach your neck, hold tight and trust that when we reach the bottom your legs will be spread with me between them, as we flat line and revive each other with every pounding stroke, tell me you love my dick and you want me in deeper, see you love when I tell you what to do but when you tell me what I tell you to tell me it make the pussy much sweeter.. I do drugs but I do you more because there's no patch that'll cure my want for your insides, that's where I like to hide and forget that I ever had my heart loose and broken since with you I have to force my way inside, tight pussy in the morning is the best worst feeling cause of my wood wanting to go away and you squeezing against it.. Never contemplate throwing in the towel just contract and squeeze around my dick tighter and swallow once I can't take it no more.. Any one ever made you cry during sex? Make you close your eyes and praise God during sex? Your eyes widen like I'm giving you carrots but your pussy pink not orange.. Ever since the last time that's still my pussy and you let me know too.. Your moans are so intricate boo.. Aren't you happy i came back for a taste of your seconds? Huh? So intimate two...