In the passing of love it is lust we express, and nevertheless it'll be your breast, that I miss yes; but I digress..never will we be again but it'll be your love that I can't throw up since I digest... digested your lies and deceit, although those words made me weak, still transparent my outlook towards you has always been, seen through you always been; able to see through you to my ship in the open bottle, full throttle; I wish I fell yet again I'm glad I didn't cause I wouldn't have been able to stay hallow, this love lost I would've felt... 

soulo.

...hello, haven't really been in that writing mood, i guess cause i lost my inspiration (even though i never really had it) or whatever. but, i hope all is well that ends well with whoever reads these peices of me i put on here. until the next time -> "laugh through tears, persevere through pain, drive through hostility."

babygirl's potential ..

see what saddens me is , you open your legs for them boy who just want to deck you .. instead of being classy and stepping up too a man who wants to respect you .. now i'm not saying your stress can't be released sexually , but it's how less your ambitions are and how great your sexual drive is that's messing with me .. babygirl that man's dick ain't enough too free your soul , but a thought can spark your brain and free your goals , be mindful of the mindless , partially blindness , the way he stares at your body .. yet not seeing your mind for the potential it has , cause your just let him grip your ass .. and smack you up like your less than what he is , like your some sort of sex slave , with no brain you get fucked .. and suck , and blow jobs like Tommy from Martin .. all while he complains about your pussy not being good , and then moves on too the next while your standing there jinxed and as you knock the wood , your common sense hits you but your mind was left behind , all because you was blind .. since you chose too trap your mind ..

Decided to rap.... for the last time today.

Never hand me no hand me downs, like Kobe I'm shooting when your hand be down, she got my dick up like a stick up....just too hand me down, you a regular nigga I'm Freddie you wife her while I cut her, then she did the scissors with her bestfriend now everyone cutting each other...

Decided to rap....again.

Frail niggas waiting on me too fail nigga, but its unfair nigga how I step out and unfame niggas, y'all was never known before now y'all barely forgotten, air out niggas and stomp em', they stare at my airs and ask how I got em', I just continue to snap necks and just do it like Nike commanded me, after death I whisper in his ear I got these from the outlet b, battle me step up out your shadow you coward, I got more dictionaries than the university of Howard, meaning my words might go over your head, like did you know that inanimate was a synonym for the word dead, if you say yeah you lying to me and you can really dead out that synonym, while I'll stay alive and live out that antonym, get it nigga? Oh you don't get it nigga? Unless your heaux comes with a best friend you won't keep shit nigga, I'll keep my circle tighter than a brand new baby girl, you'd girl gon' suck my off yeah that's my brand new baby girl, how you feeling nigga, if you feel me nigga, try and touch me for real then we can see who can feel it nigga..

Decided too write a rap ..

Hello now, your chick got her knees too her elbows now, I met her in France in front of me she took a bow, I told her she should be my American girl she said take her now, so I took her down and I showed her round, she said this is a nice place wow, I said inside you should be even nicer, so I got inside her hole quick before old dawg came yeah I miced her, when I got up in her shit she realized you was nicer, cause I beat the pussy up fuck kimbo slicing cause I'm that fighter, her shit kept getting tighter so I went harder, she light im brown so I put my peanut in her butter and carved her, fuck George Washingtons I'm coming for checks, I'm spitting for respect or I'm jumping at that thing above your neck, except, too read this and be able to connect, the pattern... I'm rapping but I don't scatter, if you got her bet I had her, if you want her bet I'll bag her, before you do, such a sad story go, boo-hoo ... cause your game shit, boo-boo ... and she know im the shit, doo-doo ... I go hard not stiff, my flow sharp but I'm swift, I could steal 3 little pigs from big bad cause nigga I'm that slick.. nigga I'm that fire BIC, like the lighter get a spliff, we could her than higher could get, cause with God anythings possible and I got my Bible inside the whip, I'd never front on you but I'll never turn my back either so I don't feel the whip, step inside a studio wondering how many nigga sick in this shit, record months and never need a cure for a cough oh shit, but niggas out her sneezing all on their kicks, guess im sick..

Being lied too..

I don't know about you but I hate liars, especially in relationships.. I really despise that shit. Like, what the fuck you lying for? A relationship is a bond for a reason there should definitely be trust involved within that bond but if you gonna go off lying about big or small shit there really ain't a bond, is there?it really makes no sense to bate me with all this crap about how much you love me and you can't be without me yada yada yada and then lie.....yeah makes no sense too me but maybe too you it does. I'm learning that you and whoever your with can share a bond but nine times out of ten y'all won't share expectations, while I expect someone not to lie too me for any reason, the female would expect to get all sides of me, none of those things have ever happened for me, guess I have to live with that fact that you did me wrong forever....