Vent~

I'm scared this might be the end and I don't know how to take it

I'm scared I'm finished searching for something I thought was unattainable, darkness is lurking

Instead of me embracing how happy we were I just think about how happy I'll be

Not considering how sadden you've became

Not thinking about how much you miss me mane

And it's not that I don't miss you but others have been waiting on this moment for the longest

My stamina for you was the longest

So how could I just give up...

How could I wake up and not love you no more 

Knowing that's how you was supposed to do me though

Fast though the process was supposed to be so slow

Ending things without venting things is why I lay in sorrow 

I know you're upset and don't think this is real

If only you could imagine how I feel..