Pain

Huey said peace is the only way to stop a nigga moment 

But for once this ain't black on black

All we wanna do is get served with protection

Why you feel like you have to armor yourself against me?

Huh mister policeman? 

Don't call for no backup when I got my back up to the sky and my hand up high

"Don't Shoot!"

Don't gun me down when I'm turned around and I'm asking why? 

"Don't Shoot!" 

My soul hurts today 

I feel like they don't want us to pray

I feel like they want us to stay

I feel like they want us to give up and stay up and fear up but never bless up

God why don't you bless us?

Why don't you bless us?

They have guns and all we have is cameras

Reporters have cameras 

And now the officers saying 

"Don't Shoot!" 

Well how cute you don't want to the people to be aware mister officer?

You don't want the people to see my lying here in my own blood?

Huh officer?

This shit making me wanna cry nigga

Why my niggas?

Huh?

Why only my niggas?

Why only us nigga? 

Huh nigga?

Abe Lincoln ain't free us

We ain't never been free

Cause it's 2014 and I still have this chain on me

Emancipation my ass

We ain't gonna ever be free...

Robin~

No one wants a troubled boy

Show them you're a stronger boy

But I can't even lift my head to the thought... 

All of the thoughts I fought

All the bruises I got 

And inflicted...

I'm aware of my sickness

What exactly am I conquering?

Suicide is my personal conjuring

Plenty are concurring

So why not?

I love you Mom..

Make sure you tell my Pop

I never knew him but he was always in my heart..

Thank god you can't hear this shot

To my sister

I'll miss ya

You're basically my daughter...

Just remember all I taught ya

To my unwed wife...

My unborn...

I'm so torn

No ring planted and no makings of a life form

But I would rather my child not start life scorn

Where will my spirit go?

Don't proclaim you'll see me in heaven because you never know

I figured a bullet will be less painful 

And loud enough so someone will finally hear my handful...

Problems I have a handful

Well...I had a handful

With no one to hand to

Laid them down finally and grabbed the Smith & Wesson from the mantel

..... 

Yin and Yang~

Dom Kennedy said get love when I see it

I continue to grab outfits that don't fit

It's funny how my honesty got her thinking I ain't shit

Back when u lied to girls things would always stick

And I know you're prideful and you have your resins for everything

But letting your past mess up your future might hinder a wedding ring

At the end of the day I pay for another mans mistakes everyday 

When I say I love you back I don't just reply because it's something to say

Questions you know the answers to you bombard me my face

As if your number isn't the only one in my call log all over the place 

Nothing is the same life stay changing 

As I put my head down and I say grace

If I could do it all over again I wouldn't

Head telling me to let go but I couldn't 

I just want you to believe me when I say this

I wish you would except the way I play this

You can vent to me just don't take it out on me

But if you do I won't bruise I'm about whatever for you

Perfection leads to questions but don't wonder why you need me

And don't wonder why I love you

I hope you allow my step and hear my knock on your door

I pray you caress my head as I kneel to your floor 

Us even further apart than we already are is all I fear

So blindly toward you I stare