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I never had a father but I don't have a dad either
how you living knowing you left me cold though I'm standing in front of these heater
writing this ether loud music ringing throws my hearts speaker
praying to Jesus hoping The Lord decease ya
I've become a hateful creature but you don't give a fuck
you gave a nut I came through you pound my fist then you was through
you still fraudulent and reek a scent of deceit even with some mints
bastard shit i hope make a casket trip when your attorney flips
pain induced poetry woe is me at least I know I'll never ball my fist a strike my ole' lady
the man I am today would be corrupt if it wasn't for you leaving me leaving us
vanish dust or relationship incubator never developed into much
This'll be the last poem I ever write about you
you untied my show tripped my life before I turned two
but praise cause I'm just like you I aborted my child's life too he/she just wasn't born yet
i hit my girlfriend to yeah we were playing but my force is more than she can do
i guess what you planted I grew I'm a mini you regardless if the last time I saw you to the world I was new
losing family left and right what if I lost my mother
would you be there to stand up bruh?

Valentine River

To those of us that still have a heart..

To those of us that still try to match our steps with those intricate beats.. 

To those "be mine" notes we used to write girls and stick in their lockers.. 

To those females in middle school that would listen to the rhymes I say.. 

To those Sweetheart candies you gave to her to converse if you was smart.. 

To those couple that shared this day on the beach to place their print forever with their feet.. 

    What do you think your heart is made for? May our hearts be green matter full of harmony, as our souls collide on this river acceptance is thrown together though the heart in me; might be cold yet our bond thaws out my soul, emotions never deal with erosion while on this floating locomotion on this day; in history today never meant shit to me through all the bickering & remembering my pops was born around the time I'm suppose to have the most love in me.. But keep loving me, cause I never knew my heart could beat until you walked by and I felt like I just finished a marathon but I was flat on my feet...