Cause this the side you rarely get to see.
I just need to vent...
I never make sense to anyone except myself sometimes.
I don't even smile...never.
Felt so right turned out so wrong.
I never really was alone I just always felt I was and now I know why.
Just trying to enjoy the stress.
You're supposed to be here to tell me things will get better.
I swear this happens every time...
Some things look better inside the package.
Know we were going through some shit name a couple that isn't.
We wasted years for you to end things in seconds.
I thought I could have it all if I could just have someone down for forever.
Until I lost the most loyal person I had.
The least you could've done was warn me.
The closest I'll come definitely the closest I've came.
You always thought you were the last thing on my mind.
I'm troubled...you said you'd help but you can't from a distance.
This heart can't stand much, you knew.
Talked bullshit and I listened.
I didn't care about your past because I planned out future ahead of time.
Never thought you'd actually leave.
I thought things were at least decent.
Was my thought the truth or the lie?
You know what I'm talking about..
I needed you but you need the attention.
Once I start fucking someone else Twitter won't get a mention.
Missing you and I don't even know what for.
Why were you so temporary.
I never pretended.
I'm better alone though I was learning how to be together..
Go tell your friends I pushed you to do this because it's true.
I'm embarrassed but I'm transitioning.
I'd rather be without you.
It might be better for us...maybe
I highly doubt this feeling is reversible..
This isn't unusual for me..
Back to real life..
Wise words from a splendid man.
